alan andon

2010-03-09T02:56:00.001+08:00

2010-02-06T01:10:00.000+08:00

i think i should mark this day down in my blog for me being careless...
I left my camera on the cab !!!
Though it have been with me for quite sometime and it kinda old.. but i still like that camera!
Bye Bye i know i might not be able to see you again but... i still miss you... hahaha...

2010-01-31T23:03:00.005+08:00

It all about
HEALTHY LIFESTYLE EVENT @ SengKang

2010-01-23T01:14:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY~!

2010-01-18T02:54:00.003+08:00

Many things have been happening around me lately. 2010 wasn't a good start at all...
Met alot of hypocrite people even before i really step into the industry. What have i actually learn was not to be too helpful at times. You might not know when you will be stabbed. If nobody appreciate you than just live with it. People may call me names or even "half fuck" which i was really kinda surprised. Though i had never enter final in any big singing competition but my passion will always be there. Singing was my passion and why do i always felt the stress in it. If i had a chance to stop what i am doing right now, i will definitely stop but i can't.

I am tired... simply tired for all this crap. No more for now and i do not want anymore. You can say whatever you want and i won't be there to fight for myself anymore. If others were to think what i am being said that go ahead as long as i am clear of what i am doing than i shall be fine with it right?

That nuff said and i hope all this kinda childish act could end sooner or later.......

What will backstabber gets at the end of the day?

Retribution??

2010-01-03T20:23:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year 2010 Celebration

I'm really happy that this last minutes planning work out well.
Special Thanks to:
Angel, Beiyi, Anthony, Dean, Dragon, Shirley, Kay, QiaoHui and ME

We were celebrating QiaoHui's Birthday as well.

Simply love the foam spraying after countdown and all..

mini fireworks.. haha...

Angel, Shirley, Beiyi and Qiaohui

Thanks to all for making my first day of 2010 fun. It kinda great to start a brand new year.
It been a long time since i enjoyed my new year celebration. I don't wish to name out any of my new year resolution this time as i realised that most of them don't really came true. haha...

2010-01-02T15:56:00.002+08:00

KuKup Outing

Seafood there were simply tasty and cheap!

The environment was cooling and relaxing. Nice place to have a short holiday... other than JB or KL... you can try KuKup...

2009-12-23T14:54:00.000+08:00

Christmas @ Focus Music
As usual for gift exchange, i gotten another pack of chocolate.

It have been 5 /6 years in a rows i got chocolate as my christmas present.

2009-12-19T15:16:00.000+08:00

Fun @ Downtown East Escape Theme Park

Dragon, Ruiyi, Beiyi, ME and Sharon

Go-Karting was the BEST~

On our way back to the chalet.....

wasn't it nice... People flying kites....

2009-12-17T15:04:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DRAGON!

2009-11-25T10:21:00.002+08:00

"2012"
Alan Andon's Movie Rating:
***

Very nicely done indeed. i like the graphic.

"Ninja Assassin"
Alan Andon's Movie Rating:
***

Thrilling and nice storyline. worth watching.

2009-11-19T03:08:00.003+08:00

Vivace Showcase at St James, The Lobby

Wan Wen, Sin Yee, Jaslyn and Li Feng singing us "Ai" by Karen Mok

Me, Chang Yong and Han singing "Shuo Hao De Xin Fu"

Before showcase having our make up session with Tania.

Wasn't really pleased with the performance as i really still do not know how to do the harmony part of that song, But i think i did my best and yah... Hopefully i can do better the next time. Didn't really feel like writing much on this post actually as i am no longer interested in this. *Haha* can you imagine we actually got scolded after the performances for being sucks! But seriously i don't feel anything at all. Maybe ............ hahaha.... shall stop right here as i really got nothing to write about this showcase or rather this thing i am doing...

Felt sorrow in everything in here....

2009-11-04T03:47:00.004+08:00

Lately i have been really busy with lots of things that i actually lost concentration in everything.

Firstly, i have to go for Ge Fang practices every Saturday, learning harmony and dance steps really took the hell out of me. In facts i am starting to lose interests. I felt purposeless going every time. However, after the conversation, i knew that since i cannot be able to do anything like leaving, i shouldn't be wasting my time there. Hopefully by putting in more effort, i think in the end of the day i can see the outcome gradually.

Secondly, YouthBox by designing posters for events and planning performance slots. But nothing was being appreciated. Sometimes during discussion i felt certain points that are redundant I'll voice out and in return i got cold shoulder. But i thought isn't that the purposes of meeting? If i were to agree every single points that are being said, that we might as well follow the flow and we don't even need a meeting wasting time. I admitted that my contribution to it wasn't as much as others but i did put in whatever i have but i seriously got very disappointed. I thought working together as a team, the basic criteria was trust and respect and yet i can be accused for thing that doesn't even appear in my head for once. *omg* After all my hard work and energy this was what i've got? I went blank immediately and started to consider whether am i doing the right thing? I sacrifice my time for work to think of stuff and all and it all came to this. If you think it is your that take it, i am seriously not there for you to criticise my artwork or to not let you appreciate! There are tons of things other than this that if i mention it will definitely fills up everything.

Thirdly, Paws Amour. I am finally done with the website like after 6 months of struggling for website designers help. Approached many designer's contacts, rushing for products description, marketing plan and all. i felt guilty for 2 of my friends that were helping me wholeheartedly, i apologised to them that their design wasn't chosen. I DONE! But anyway i am still thinking.

Lastly, this happened to me about weeks ago, in fact i don't really wish to mention but i think it nice for me if i put into my blog to remind me that i did got backstabbed by a person i trusted the most and the person i used to call 'best friend'. It been a year or so, we were always out together and all. Despite hearing nasty things about you i choose to pretend deaf. I even speak up for you most of the time. I remember i went to talk to you about the things i have heard too. Although I have always consider you as a friend that i can share my thought and have fun with. But to appreciate something really got you on your nerves? I spend my time organising and spending 3 nights on your stuff resulted a backstabbed from you?? The moments i heard about the things mentioned i was shock that the person was you. I couldn't believe myself that you are the one saying things behind me. Hopefully you can be able to stop what you are doing now as i think you really gain nothing after gossiping much.

Despite everything, i believed there are always high and low in life. Maybe these were my lows and i am really glad my lows wasn't really that bad as compared to others. Got to forget about everything and my life still goes on at least i have learnt not carry many loads at a time.

People will thinks that i am a happy go lucky kinda person but once the limit reaches i will demand a stop in eveything.

3 door down unexpectedly.

Next up will be REAL® project. I'm so excited about it!! Way to go Chong and Rob.

2009-11-03T23:41:00.003+08:00

"Poker King"
Alan Andon's Movie Rating:
***

Very entertaining indeed. typical hong kong comedy.
Kinda like those chinese new year show.

2009-11-03T01:34:00.002+08:00

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If you looking for a product that wasn't selling in the website.
Simply email us info@pawsamour.com

2009-11-03T00:47:00.002+08:00

Had a wonderful dinner gathering with Temp-Team ex-colleagues at Crystal Jade (Bugis).
We were having the steamboat buffet over there and i realised that food choices wasn't a lot but the food were really fresh! We had the spicy and sour soup and that was really really yummy!!

No pictures of the day as we were all gossiping about erm... hahaha.... too engross...

Had another great day, hopefully tomorrow something will surprise me!!

2009-10-31T18:48:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Kelvin~

Seriously till now i still do not know the name of this steamboat resturant.

2009-10-31T03:40:00.004+08:00

I felt kinda accused but finally i'm out of there. Didn't expect that everything will ended up like this but hopefully it's gonna be the best way out. I don't understand why everything had to do with me and everyone seem to be against me, probably i'm just a temp. But thanks to those colleagues that i had trusted, thanks to them for backstabbing me. It was cool!

I'm not really happy when i did not even make any mistake and i got to get the blames. Basically thanks to the senior that "helped" me in this complain, i shouldn't have asked you. But i appreciated whatever it is because this outcome was actually what i wanted but didn't expect that it will be ended so soon. I've learn my lesson not to trust anyone in work anymore... It's no joke.

2009-10-30T03:37:00.000+08:00

"Jennifer's Body"
Alan Andon's Movie Rating:
***

Don't expect this to be really scary... I found it funny and kinda thrilling...

"Halloween II"
Alan Andon's Movie Rating:
*

As usual, blood blood blood... nothing special... weird storyline...

2009-10-24T01:16:00.004+08:00

Intune Music School
Basic Vocal Workshop
Specially for YouthBox STAR! competition.

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Was really busy recently.. i really hope that i can be able to update my blog soon.
Anyway, new skin .. nice?

2009-10-13T01:49:00.001+08:00

"Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

***

Very touching but the front was a little too draggy...

2009-10-04T06:26:00.002+08:00

"Phobia 2"
Alan Andon's Movie Rating:
****

Worth watching!! Especially the fifth story!!

2009-09-28T00:15:00.003+08:00

Wah! Today got something really drama happened to me.

Finally....I VOICE OUT! after so long...

I was suppose to reached this location that were located around Harbourfront at 8am but sad to say i reached at 10am, meaning i was LATE for 2 god damn hours, because i OVERSLEPT. I had myself mentally prepared for being scolded as i'm late and i thinks that i seriously deserve it.

To my surprise, i wasn't. So, i thought i shouldn't being doing anything funny for then onwards as maybe this particular person might have like giving me face or what. I was rather comfortable and super guilty about being late. I was wondering around the waiting area for my make up and hair to be done. After my make up, while waiting for the "hair stylist" to style my hair i decided to have some photo taking with those mates together. Suddenly this particular person

SHOUTED: "ALAN DO YOU KNOW THAT YOU HAVE NOT DONE YOUR HAIR AND YET YOU ARE STILL PLAYING AROUND!!!!!!!!!!!"

1) i wasn't playing

2) there's NO needs for you to shouted across

3) I wasn't sure whether can i be able to ask the "hair stylist" to style my hair as i thought she might want to have a rest or maybe anything else.

4) YOU seriously pissed off with some other things and you want to pick on someone to relief your anger on

5) bloody hell that person shouldn't be ME.

I will be accepting IF you shouts at me when i'm late but please do not shout at me when i'm not doing anything wrong. I wasn't happy of course, being shouted as i am no longer in a ARMY CAMP.

I seriously wasn't aware that this performance have to cost me so much HIDDEN COST that were not stated in the contract.

1) Right before everthing started, i did mention that i have to work on Saturday and my timing wasn't as flexible as what you thought. I understand that i did not reach on time most of the time but at least i took the effort to cab down on each and every training after my work and after spending the amout of my cab fare, i wasn't appreciated but yet i was blame for being late.

Whenever i wanted to explain, you simply interrupted. and you said something sarcastic like "Do you think it was my fault?"

2) Talking to us like as if we are just undergoing "DOG TRAINING" i don't see you giving us any respect. As what people usually said - if you want to gain respect from other than you have to respect other first.

3) Look through the contract and thought that you will be having costume sponsorship for us. But who know i will have to spend $70 on mine and i will have to buy a T-Shirt and what's more to come?

4) Total amount i spent was way too much. I felt CHEATED!!

Moral of the blog entry.. Not every person you have seen on TV are sucessful, some maybe still out looking for way to use performers' money to make their production work out. and they still can say something like "THIS IS MY PRODUCTION, I EXPECT EVERYONE TO LISTEN TO ME" can i said something like if this is your production than AT LEAST pay for our clothes lah! i dun mind returning after the show as the suit i brought looks SUCKS!

Lastly!! Please do not sign any contract!!! Just in case someone will force you to TERMINATE and pay for their expenses. ALL THEY NEED WAS OUR MONEY MONEY MONEY!! to make their "production" sucessful!!!

2009-09-26T02:31:00.001+08:00

Decided to give myself a short break and concentrate properly on pushing the person helping me in my website. Thanks Melvin... but you really took too long liao le lah!!

2009-09-24T23:10:00.002+08:00

我真的好想逃避一切，我累了。今天真的不是一个好日子。

一大清早就被人骂的狗血淋头，也不知是为了什么我做了那么多却没人看见。还把所有的错多怪到我这里。为什么呢? 巨蟹座的我还真是改不掉一直想的性格，可是我问心无愧不该把那件事耿耿于怀。没想到一波未平，一波又起。我今天还天真的以为我可以不许要买到我不想买的衣服。可是，我说了都尴尬。我尽然买了一件超级粉红的女装短裤和一件紫色的夹克。我看了之后，真的有一种说不出话的心情。难道喜欢唱歌表演就要放弃自尊吗? 连女装裤都可以不介意吗? 我真的不是想要 having big fuss about it。可是我还真的不能解受现在的自己。

我应该怎么办呢?

I'm really tired.

这一切的一切都不是我想要和可以克服的!!

2009-09-21T23:40:00.001+08:00

I simply likes the background lah...

It was located at POMO

2009-09-19T23:22:00.000+08:00

Ge Fang's Training..

Madelene & Sharon pretending to practice really hard.

Sin Yee, Wan Wen & ME...

Chang Yong, Jaslynn, Eric & Wan Wen (at the back)

ME, Jing Ren, Wan Wen & Madelene

ME and Jaslynn (acting cute)

KTV session @ K-Garden

Had a long and tiring day. Went meeting Bei Yi and friend right after Ge Fang training.

Thanks to them. at least i can be able to relief some stress from Ge Fang..

Happy!!

2009-09-14T22:44:00.002+08:00

Indeed, singing wasn't as easy as what i thought of at first. Vocal workshop aren't really useful but at least i have learnt the correct terms. Harmony killing me at this moments, i tend to get distracted when i was singing in a group. But how am i suppose to get it right? i seriously have no idea. i have been trying real hard now and hopefully everything turn out right this coming saturday. I don't want to be the on destroying my group dreams of performing that particular song but i can only say "I'll try".

2009-09-10T00:17:00.000+08:00

"Blood Ties"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

I thought this was suppose to be a horror movie but it turn out to be a action and rather action movie. Everything was nice but just that the way the sell it wasn't the right way i guess.

"Dance Flick"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

***

As usual lame as forever. But this was really funny compared to "Epic Movie".

Worth watching!!

2009-09-08T00:49:00.003+08:00

suppose to be watching "Dance Flick" with Jialin and Joseph today. But something serious happened to Jialin, her grandma was seriously ill and was in hospital. We managed to change our movie date and head straight down to Tan Tock Seng to pay her granny for a visit. Jia Lin was rather sad and i felt that too. But i think for people who knows me well, i can't comfort anyone who are crying. So i called Sharon to came down instead. Thanks Sharon for being so nice. She came all the way from Jurong!! Hopefully everything goes fine for Jialin's granny and Jia lin please don't think too much.. Take care!

2009-09-06T22:01:00.002+08:00

Having Ge Fang Amazing Race event photoshoot today over at Zhi Yang's place.

i was a little pissed with the blusting balloons but everything was fun as we get to know one another better and it something good for our near performances !!

2009-09-05T21:58:00.000+08:00

CLAP! Performance @ Toa Payoh HDB Hub

Very fun and i really enjoyed myself a lot...

Finally i don't feel that nervous on stage anymore.

But more to improve!!

2009-09-01T01:52:00.000+08:00

"Final Destination 4"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

I watched the 2D version of this. That why my rating was rather low as in the effect and all are actually meant for 3D. Very disppointing as it plot are almost the same compared to previous part. Anyway, i don't really enjoy.

"The Proposal"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

***

Very interesting. But storyline was not really fresh as i think this reminds me of Mr and Mrs Smith (funny version) ... But overall worth watching...

2009-08-25T23:04:00.002+08:00

Finally completed learning 5 new songs that i will have to perform this coming saturday.

It was rather stress actually but in fact i'm very happy doing this. INTERESTS lah!

Anyway, lot of performances coming up... thanks Joseph for the event. Not forgetting Ge Fang too. Have to really buck up on my basic vocal technique for real in order for me to be grouped with those good ones. Hopefully i don't drag them down..

Next will be my job... haha... as usual getting bored everytime.. nothing much to do lately...

location still the main problem... But i already got myself adapted to that environment.. how am i suppose to leave now... They really treated me well but i just dislike the location... haiz...

Something really big happened to one of my friend, i really hope she can be able to be proud and stand up as soon as possible. Nothing can change the facts, I know it gonna be hard. Stay happy always...

2009-08-24T03:35:00.002+08:00

As what i've mentioned to Amelia, i realised that there are alot of people around doesn't knows how to appreciate thing that have done for them. Sometimes things that are done not not meant to be grand or to annouced out loud. But deep inside, it's sincere! I do hate people that will find all sort of excuse to cover their mistakes or rather lame excuse that i know they aren't real! But what can i say? When you are having anything, invited ones always attended but i have never seen you around not even once!

2009-08-24T03:29:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Ryan!!

Hope you and everybody enjoyed whatever i've planned.

Really have to thank you for being such a great friend and i really hope that you will appreciate whatever i've done!

2009-08-17T02:48:00.001+08:00

Gonna be doing something to my blog skin... It a little dusty here and there...

IT TIME TO CHANGE!!

2009-08-17T02:43:00.003+08:00

"Where Got Ghost"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

***

Very typical Jack Neo's very own production. If you like his previous ones.. This was slightly better and scripts was rather very creative...

"Overheard"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

****

Simply likes their storyline. in fact everything!!

2009-08-09T01:50:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Singapore!!

Okay... as what i did mentioned on facebook, i've managed to squeeze into Ge Fang Performance.

more details will be updating again. Thanks to everyone for the sms support and you guys really brought me luck!! What i actually meant for "squeeze" into was because i did not pass their basic vocal test. Till today or rather finally, i knew that i'm someone who likes to sing but without any basic technique in me!! It's time for me to brush up real soon!!

I'm glad to say that i can be able to perform for Ge Fang, but most importantly i can be able to perform with Kenneth!! Kenneth.....!! There are more to come and we shall be fighting together alright!! hee hee....

2009-08-08T00:50:00.002+08:00

I have been really busy lately, trying my best to adapt to my new working environment and also struggling on the website. Indeed, my brain was in a severe traffic congestion at the moments. I would seriously like to thank Yu Jing for helping me in doing out a draft for my website. It would be easier for me to show around for people helping me as there are a draft idea for them to execute. But sad to say, there are people who volunteer to help but after i spent my time explaining every single things to them, they back out eventually.. Thanks to those who once wanted to help me. Appreciated!! But i'd have to say, doing up a website wasn't as easy as what i thought of at first.

Out of my busy i managed to change my twitter skin and displayed picture.

Twitter me @ http://twitter.com/alanandon

Not forgetting updating my blog as well...

I really do hope that i can be able to perform well tomorrow even with my current status of stupid flu that followed me since last week and i also hope that i can be able to do a official opening for my online store... WooHoo....

2009-07-30T00:08:00.004+08:00

"Bobby"

People who knows me in Facebook and Twitter might be thinking who the hell this"bobby" i kept mentioning. He was my dog. I remembered that he was actually a reward from my mom because i did merely well for my PSLE. I admit i brought him because he is cute and i did not make any efforts in doing research about dogs. Therefore, my nightmare came. When i first brought him back he was extremely small and i have no idea of paper train it. Thus, he had been making lots of marking in the entire house. My mom was pissed, so am i. So, we have to enclose him in a area and not around the house. He lost his freedom from then on. Had him for almost 8 years and foods that were given to him wasn't healthy at all as I'm not experience in anything. He became skinny and skin problems started. After much struggle, i realised that i should give him up for somebody who are more capable of taking care of him.

I was sad but i know it's good for him.

I received a call on Monday morning from his current owner saying that they might wants to return bobby back to me as they are shifting to another location and it inconvenient for them to bring him along. I was surprised! In fact, i thought that bobby might have pass on as i totally lost contact with the owner$. Without many thoughts i told the owner to bring him back to me as i really miss him alot.

Three long years... i've been looking only at his pictures that were taken before,

when i came back from work, i saw him... but he don't recognised me.

I understand and i tried to go forward. He was stress and i almost got bitten by him. His condition wasn't good, his nails were long and there was a missing nail on his left feet. His teeth were almost gone. I went speechless, I blamed myself from bringing this to him. At that point of time, i said to myself that I'll make sure he gonna be happy till the day he pass on.

The next morning, i went to work as usual and i felt something wasn't right, I took leave immediately and went back home. Before heading home i intend to buy him a pack of treat (cheese) his favourite, to distress him a little. But the shop was closed.

The moment i stepped into my house, my maid told me that bobby ran out of the house. I was like wth~ is going on? i was worried and i informed his previous owner immediately. They came searching together. I suggest of putting up "missing" notice around my block area but bobby was nowhere to be seen.

I was bother not receiving any calls regarding about bobby, i was desperated, therefore i seek AVA and S.P.C.A for help and reported to them that i actually lost my dog.

S.P.C.A were helpful. Around afternoon, i was ecstatic to receive a call from S.P.C.A saying that they actually found bobby! Right after i ended work i rush down together with Amelia and we took him back. He looks doleful. I had a small discussion with his previous owner regarding about bobby and i wasn't sure whether the outcome that i choose was right. Initially, i refused to return it back to him, but after serious consideration, i told them to pick bobby tomorrow. Although i wanted to give bobby the best that i could as he grew older. I thought that he might not be as happy with me as compared. Whereby he is being used to his previous owner and I'm actually forgotten.

Hopefully, this is going to be right for him and i seriously hope that he can be as happy as before.

Bobby, will always be my dog and he will never be forgotten.

I owed him a lot and this is the best i can do for you.

Today was going to be the last time i can be able to see you.

...

You will be missed...

2009-07-28T10:17:00.002+08:00

Been having a busy week right after my Taiwan trip..
hard copy of my Taiwan pictures are still not with me..
Therefore, i don't have the chance to upload it on at my blog.

Anyway, i was busying with Youthbox Performance at parkway parade last 2 weekends.
Been trying my best to remember almost 15 songs lyrics and to train hard on my vocals too.

Finally... we ended. everything...

Jia Lin and ME

ME, Jialin and Cordelia

Jia Lin and ME

ME duet with Jasmine.

ME, Jia Lin, Ryan and Anthony

Thanks to Ryan, Anthony and Kenneth for coming down to give me "support" as in be at my view when i'm on stage at least i knew that there someone to look on for more confident. Thanks...

2009-07-27T20:48:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Shirley !!

ME and Angel

Qiao Hui, Angel and Shirley

Angel, Me, Kenneth, Ryan and Anthony

It's Tiger Time!!

Friend having same interests are fun being together.

Here WE are!!

2009-07-17T11:02:00.003+08:00

I'm back from Taiwan.
Submitted my resignation letter yesterday.
Feeling kinda weird though i already got myself another position.
I thought i can be able to leave like yesterday, but i can't i have to serve 5 days notice.
Currently, wasn't doing anything much.

Therefore, I went to read my previous mail and look what i've got,

My Horoscope - Cancer
(Quite True)

巨蟹座巨蟹是心软的，容易被感动，即使表面看起来总是有一副硬硬的壳，但那壳子底下是一颗柔软敏感到极至的内心。它们面对一份感情是犹豫再三的，不要说它们懦弱，它们只是明白自己是容易受伤的。他们对感情抱有信仰，相信纯真、相信天长地久，所以有时是挑剔的。这是一层表面坚硬的壳，其实攻克轻而易举，因为蟹蟹有一颗柔软的心。蟹蟹恋爱了，这时的它们变的很粘人，很婆妈，因为你是它的中心，它会为你考虑很多，饭吃了吗？天气会变了吗？记得带伞哦！路上车多，慢点走哦！……..诸如此类！蟹蟹是深情而痴情的，爱上一个人会爱的很深，即使明知道没有结果也很难自拔。这是巨蟹的一种固执，想要得到的东西，往往不会轻易放手。有时，一段没有结果的恋情会成为蟹蟹的生活重心。这无疑是痛苦的，但又难以自拔。然而，巨蟹的不安全感又在内心大叫着放弃，所以这时的蟹蟹总是在坚持和放弃的巨大矛盾中苦苦煎熬着。学会放弃是蟹蟹的一门功课. 当然，如果蟹蟹真的决定放弃了，它的坚决会让所有人吃惊。要记住：除了你自己，没有人可以伤害到你蟹子是痴情的，但又不善于表达，面对自己心爱的人拘谨、放不开。它们的幽默感此刻变得生涩。蟹子是深情的，但又不善于把握，为什么一次次控制不住自己的情绪，说出明知不该讲的话？分裂而善于幻想的寄居蟹在说巨蟹之前，先说说几个一直以来欣赏的几个偶像，他们都不同，但他们有一个共同点，就是，他们都是巨蟹男。周星驰，王家卫，罗大佑，李宗盛，梁朝伟，张学友……一般在每次排行榜中总是靠末的巨蟹们，看起来并没有很明显的个性，但是，他们在艺术方面的直觉和敏锐却是别人难以匹敌，从这几个人名里就不难看出。他们在生活中都是温文尔雅的，被动的，甚至往往是沉默的，但是在他们的电影，歌曲中，却展露出令人惊异的才华，让我们总是不由自主的为之倾倒。当周星驰让我们笑得泪水横流的时候，我们也早听闻其实戏外的他认真严肃，不苟言笑，对待朋友和情人都很苛刻；我们知道在戏里演什么都神形毕似的影帝梁朝伟同性格南辕北辙的射手刘嘉玲20多年同居，至今都不愿结婚，他总是说，其实他的人生就是在戏里；我们知道张学友出道前曾经是黑社会的小混混，天天宿醉，自暴自弃，也看到张学友成名后依然为了家庭拼命打拼，几近崩溃…… 　　这就是巨蟹，其实，最能说明巨蟹特质的，就是－－分裂无论是哪一种蟹，他们都有着分裂的思想。他们渴望安定，也渴望出人头地，他们内心充满艺术的灵感，夸张的幻象，但是在现实生活中，他们总是低眉顺眼，很难真正展露心中的狂想。所以在艺术的舞台上，他们反而得以施展，让心中奇异的狂想放大到极致，他们可以将任何一首歌一个角色演绎的入木三分，所有来自于生活中被动的接受，在艺术的殿堂上得到了最好的宣泄，所以巨蟹真的应该属于舞台。即使没有好的歌喉没有好的外形，但是他们有良好的感受力和表现力，他们的性格实际上更像是一只寄居蟹，在真正自我的生活中，他们常常将自己包裹的很紧，但在诠释和演绎别人的时候，他们那内心的感情得到了释放。　　巨蟹座的另一个长处是他们有着哲学的思考力世界因两股力量相互消长，而水象就是典型的阴柔之力。水象星座的人有一种天生的宇宙观，巨蟹也是如此，加之他们天生有母爱的情结，所以他们的思考往往带有着人性化的关怀。所以从事与艺术相关的行业的巨蟹，无论如何都可以算是幸运的巨蟹，因为能够得以发挥天然的性格所长。但是不是每个巨蟹都有这样的机会，所以大多数巨蟹都会感到自己的压抑和痛苦。他们不是没有渴望，相反他们需求很多，渴望很多，但是他们总是躲在自己的壳里做着各式各样的幻梦，只是在想，很少实施。所以如果你看到的总是低眉顺眼的巨蟹实际上并不是真正的巨蟹。那只是巨蟹的一个假象。　　永远无法抹去的自卑巨蟹们其实是自我感觉很好的心高气傲的一群人，但是却又难以克服时时刻刻想躲进壳里的自卑感。他们天生多疑和敏感，碰到困难，就先躲进壳里，自欺欺人，在梦中编织自我的安全感，而从来没有想到如何主动将危机转化为机遇。他们对待困难的消极方式，使他们总很难真正木秀于林，他们总在捕捉他们认为最好的时机，但是那个时机却总是无法到来，其实世间哪有万全之策？当蟹蟹们艰苦的自我互博之时，大好时机已经失去。但是要改变这种天生的自卑感确乎很难，蟹蟹们几乎完全不由自主。怀旧是巨蟹们的人生主旋律巨蟹们非常怀旧。他们喜欢旧东西，怀恋旧感情，对家庭有着天然的眷恋。泛黄的相片，褪色的丝带，尘封的梳妆台……所有一切带有浪漫情调的旧物，都可以让他们独自神伤，黯然追想，他们总是沉浸在过去的回忆里，永远记得年少时的孤寂敏感，永远记得初恋情人，多年后仍然四处找寻初恋情人的消息，慰籍多年来始终保持新鲜的记忆。所以王家卫的电影总喜欢用这样的句式开头：多年以后…… 　　忽冷忽热患得患失的爱情他们天生悲观，永远需要多一点，更多一点的安全感。为什么他们如此需要安全感，因为他们天生就没有安全感，所以他们是很容易恐慌的，所以他们也就变得非常的多疑和猜忌。爱上一个巨蟹是要仔细思量的，因为他们会突然忽冷忽热，突然置之不理，突然恶言相向，但是其实他们并非不爱你，他们有时候是在跟自己呕气。他们渴望天天24小时同你粘在一起，他们对爱人有着强烈的占有欲，恨不得掏心掏肺给你，他们关注你的点点滴滴，小到为你买一支发卡，大到帮你选择哪路公车……他们都费劲心思，他们时时刻刻每件事都为你考量，但又因为付出的不停增加而变得越来越担心害怕，会不会得不到对等的爱。所以他们会突然变得冷淡了，也许只因为你一个眼神，他们就觉得你已经不如从前，于是开始无休止的试探，他们说话总是转弯抹角，但是却总希望你永远清晰表态，假设某天你也含糊了一下，那就完了，蟹蟹们立刻条件反射的开始惴想出无数个虚拟场景，在无尽的悲观中，意淫出种种悲惨场面，然后再见你时，就已经是冷口冷面，甚至说出无比绝情的话语－－所以，你和巨蟹的他们，是要努力去磨合的，给他们足够的信赖和安全，他们回馈你的，绝对让你感动的热泪盈眶。　　虚伪包装下易感的心实际上巨蟹善于伪装。他们喜欢笑，无论何时何地，他们常常微笑，也许这笑容有时候让人欣慰，但有时候却会让人感到非常的虚伪。当然巨蟹们也总有自己的小奸小坏，但是他们虚伪的前提却总是先为了保护自己。他们对自己应得的利益是淄铢必较，有时候会让人感到他们是不是很小心眼，但是，在朋友聚会等场合上，他们又绝对是豪爽大方，主动抢着付账的人。所以其实巨蟹是个公私概念很明确的人，他们对该得的绝对毫不客气，而对待朋友，他们又觉得其实这点钱根本不算什么。他们是眷恋朋友和家人的，他们基本都有些喜欢酒。而且酒量都还不错，因为他们眷恋那种宾客相尽欢的气氛，更眷恋着家的和乐融洽之感。所以巨蟹们喜欢做饭，即使不会做饭也对美食有天然偏爱，他们懂得享受居家生活，所以巨蟹们有个理想婚姻是最快乐的事情。问题是巨蟹们却常常选择晚婚或不结婚，因为他们多疑又害怕，他们总是对新幻境充满怀疑，对新的家庭又向往又拒绝，在自我矛盾中，不断蹉跎了年华。　　自己为自己创造安定感觉巨蟹们总是不安，这是一种不好的感觉，因为如此，许多巨蟹枉然蹉跎，终日郁郁。其实，巨蟹们可以尝试自己为自己创造安定的感觉。找一个家里人都喜欢的对象，建立一个自己的家，也许巨蟹会发现自己会变得安稳很多。找个摩羯是比较理想的选择。或者找一个自己的爱好，倾注所有的心血，自己也会变得安定很多。当然蟹蟹们也许会说，你这是站着说话不腰疼啊，要是那么容易的话，还用得着你说吗？呵。但是，无论怎样，当我们自己意识到自己的不安，就该努力去克服他，其实壳外的世界，没有那么可怕，这是真的。　　总的说来，巨蟹们很可爱，尤其是在艺术上有成就的那些人，他们创造的都是令人仰止的丰碑，所以巨蟹们不必没来由自卑，其实你们都很出色。

Don't really wants to pursue or even mention about this.
But i'm sick and tired about keeping it.

Explanation was made the day before, I admit i was wrong for being late but however it was because i have to attend an important arrangement scheduled on that day and i think it was valid enough for not making a big fuss, so long that we can be able to reach the destination without any obstruction, i think it's still acceptable. If you were a friend you'll definitely understand. I'm happy that you said you do felt for it, but i don't see you asking me anything till i mentioned. funny -_-

I recalled that i did mention to you in advance that i'm not going to overindulgence for anything much. I did reminded you twice. However, what i've got was disgusting sarcastic comments. wtf I was rather pissed off for sure because you don't hear me saying this to you. right? Nervertheless, all possibility was to stay calm and to go along.

Looking forward to loosen up a little, but i did not.
In fact, i am disappointed and crestfallen.

numerous kinda of issue like couldn't be able to receive statements of opinion that was being made when someone wasn't feeling well or joking. Either walking away or was being annoyed unexpectedly wasn't the right choice i guess.

doubt on you saying that you felt someone wasn't comfortable to be with lately. But i felt that everything should be compromise and you will have to look into the problem as well.

2009-07-09T04:00:00.000+08:00

Will be in TAIWAN

7 Jul - 15 Jul !!

See you my blog~!!

2009-07-07T22:23:00.002+08:00

Recently, i had not been updating my blog due to stress in work and also i don't really have the time to do that.

Firstly, some updates on my competition... I've been kicked out from semi finals (Kovan Superstar), It was a great experiences performing over at the competition because competitors are all very strong and i know this is a 100% fair match between us and i lost indeed. I was rather a little upset at first as i gave my best but at the same time i am really happy as i can be able to get into Semi.

Secondly, Met up with Rachel, at serangoon garden. We've not been meeting each other for the past 2 years and she was as usual talking sense out of me. I definitely learnt alot from her. She had always be there when i need a real listening ears and she would advised me on many many things and she even help me out sometimes. She such a great friend. Appreciated!

Thirdly, Work wasn't smooth anymore since June, stress level getting real high right now that i might be breaking apart anytime. Before anything happen, i decided to quit. I am really sick and tired for bias issue againist guys and girls, sales target, unpaid leave.... blah blah... blah...
I can be able to take stress but not bias issue on "rubbish". I really hate to say it but all thanks to hypocrite colleagues. Anyway, still deciding on studies right now.... lots of plans yet ......

Lastly, I am having a performance with Youthbox soon!! Woohoo... Hope i could chance upon this time to build confidence and stage presence. Hopefully, this chance won't be wasted. Oh yah!! I'm going to put all unhappiness behind for the time being and will enjoy myself to the max soon!! I'm going Taiwan!! WooOoooHoOoooO.....!!

PS: No pictures due to laptop broke down. Using a freaking old desktop currently. Will update the pictures again.

2009-06-29T21:49:00.002+08:00

Log on to

www.pcsxyz.blogspot.com

and vote for

Willis Loye Hwee Hoong

Singapore's Jay Chou!

2009-06-29T21:31:00.002+08:00

"Transformers Revenge Of The Fallen"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating

Alot of my friends told me that this was way much better than the first one.

I totally disagree because i think everything was just like a mess and i did not felt the thrill and all.

"Drag Me To Hell"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating

It was really "what the hell" kinda movie.

Not as what i expected.

If you have nothing better to do maybe you can try wasting you time abit by watching this.

2009-06-22T22:45:00.004+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday Dorothy!!

Went to Pasir Ris Coasta Sand Resort to attend Dorothy's 21st birthday. She really made it big and the place was crowded with people. I simply like the design and the taste of the cake.

Happy Birthday To You!!

What a SURPRISED!

I was seriously touched and was shock by everything planned.

Initially i was told that we were actually watching "Drag me to hell"!

But they lured me to this BBQ pit and i was surprised that they are actually celebrating my birthday! Thanks to them! I totally enjoyed and appreciated everything you guys had done as this was the first surprise birthday i had throughout!! Happy happy!!

Thanks for the present as well!

woohoo~

2009-06-19T02:46:00.004+08:00

"Early" Birthday Celebration

Thanks to Kelvin, Winnie, Angela, Pei Ling for everything...

BBQ Food and everything was prepared by all of them!! Thanks Thanks!!

Winnie please stab me ... seems like i love being stabbed by you...

Me and Angela!!

Group shot and i love tasty BBQ Chicken Wings...

Forever loving Pei Ling and Kelvin.

Angela and Winnie

Special Thanks to: Alicia, Terence, Pei Ling, Kelvin, Winnie and Angela for the present!!
I like it a lot and i'm gonna wear it for my semi if i can find something to match it. haha.
Thanks Thanks Thanks !!! Appreciated!!

2009-06-15T02:27:00.002+08:00

Recently been really stressed up with my sales target. Couldn't be able to think properly and i tend to forget alot of things to do and what i wanted to say. That is the reason why isn't my blog been updating. Many people told me to endure as the market for jobs aren't really in high demand and i knows. However, nobody try to understand what i am going through. I understand and did not blame anyone for this as they never know what i am doing. I really hope to be a full time student. But can i? I wants to go back to days whereby i don't have to stress on anything regarding sales i just want to lead a simple and stress-less life. But as when money concerns i cannot be able to do so. Hopefully everything will turn out right one day.

Despite being stress up at work. I spice up my life a little by joining another competition. Sang the same old "Jiang Nan" by Lin Jun Jie for my audition round. I made lots of mistake but thank god i made it into the semi-finals. I was shock to see the judges "green" card, meaning i am through for the next round. I happy for my friend, FRUIT as well for her to get through together with me. However, i found myself guilty for not supporting Juice, I was asleep when she had her audition. Can you imagine she actually came for the 3 rounds of my previous competition and yet i'm not there when she had her competition?! I'm sorry. Hope that we can join another competition again the next time.

27th June coming.... my semi-finals.... feeling kinda excited and nervous as well. Because most of the contestant were ULTRA strong can!? hahah. But i will try to be strong too!! Like what willis said, i'm there to compete myself and not other. If i have no confidences in myself why do i do have to compete others! Thanks Bro! I heard it and i will strive for it!

Stress please go away.

2009-06-08T03:59:00.005+08:00

Peiying Primary Schoolmates Gathering

Northpoint

My buddy as i can said. Amelia

Lay Khim, Rui Fen, Rudolf, Claudia, Amelia

WOW! Rudolf kinda waiting for this chance for 11 years! hahaha

Me too!

Group shot without me.

Yeah! and i'm in the one!

Now everyone in it!

ME, Amelia, Rui Fen,Lay Khim, Claudia and Rudolf

Claudia to what i remember was a very quiet little girl than doesn't really talk in class.

She's still the same! But at least i can see that she much more opened up now.

Rui Fen, I seriously likes what she drew for me during primary school days.

I kept them till now!!

feeling really great and happy to meet all of you again after 11 years.

Everyone changes, but the story behind us remains and we actually shared the same childhood memories. I appreciate Claudia for organising this gathering and hopefully there are more.

Can't wait for July to come.... Chalet gathering ... WooHoo.....

2009-06-02T02:16:00.001+08:00

"Terminator Salvation"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

Everything was just so perfect that i don't even understand the storyline.

2009-05-30T02:50:00.003+08:00

had a enjoyable evening together today.

Went to Chinatown for our dinner and then head down to a board games cafe "PLU" at Serangoon area. The environment was cosy and nice, great experiences being as i have always wanted to go to a cafe like this. Had lots of fun playing games especially the "guessing cards"!

I will never forget the loud "OKAY" ended with silence crowd. It simply WOW the hell out of me!

2009-05-25T22:12:00.005+08:00

Okay! It been a very busy week.

Youthbox Competition finally over and i so much relax now. There no need for me to think of what songs to sing and i don't have to feel uptight and nervous most of the time. In fact, i'm actually quite happy having this feeling as it was my first time entering Finals in a singing competition. Although i didn't manage to get any award due to my performance wasn't great compared to those strong competitors but anyway i did my best and now i can finally sing without much stress on stage. I hope i can do better in the next competition.

Special Thanks To:
Passion, Fruit, Juice, SS, RY, Kenneth, Dorothy, Apple, Pur Ma, Pei Ling, Willis, Angel, Ryan, Shawna, Nic, Chaim
for the supports and encouragement given to me. Appreciated!! Especially thanks to those who actually took time to accompany me.

Despite my competition, I finally passed my Final Theory Test today! WooHoo!! I seriously thought that i will fail because this test was actually one month after my evaluation and i almost threw everythingi remember away. But once the word "PASSED" appeared on screen i was like. Huh?? erm.. mm..Oh... okay... hahahaha.. I'm rather busy yet happy for everything.

2009-05-23T03:11:00.002+08:00

"Night At The Museum Battle Of The Smithsonian"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

***

A little lame... But overall was funny and i simply likes the monkey slapping part. Worth watching.

"Angels & Demons"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

***

I totally understand this more than Da Vinci Code.

I'm already planning to buy this storybook to read after watching and for those people who asked me why did i choose ROME to live in after watching this you will know why. I simply like the everything from this country. mysterious....

2009-05-23T02:57:00.002+08:00

I have not been blogging lately due to the amount of things i need to think and do recently,

As usual been really busy during and after work. work load wasn't alot but stress was still there.

Anyway, recently i went to join this small singing competition, i seriously didn't expect that i could make it for the next round. However, i happy as well becasue i knew i did my best though with some missing lyrics due to nervous on stage but i can see myself doing better than before. Will put in more effort in tomorrow round.

Special Thanks to

Fruit, Juice, Dragon, Willis, Kenneth, Dorothy for the supports and the things you guys said to me. appreaciated and hope that i can be able to do my best to the max tomorrow~~

2009-05-16T04:38:00.002+08:00

"X-Men Origins: Wolverine"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating

***

The usual thing with different story. Same fun and excitment.

"The Ramen Girl"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating

A little lame. Scene shot not link to the whole picture.

Overall storyline was nice and fresh.

2009-05-10T23:35:00.000+08:00

Thai Express Dinner with Amelia.

This her All time favourite as what she said, Tom Yam Fried Rice

This was mine.... Phat Thai.. Yummy...

It had actually been a long long since i last met her. We should actually stop our yearly meet up and try to meet up as often as possible. I was upset about your situation right now and seriously hope that you can be able to be strong in everything though it gonna be hard on you. JIA YOU!!

2009-05-08T02:15:00.002+08:00

"Horsemen"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

***

Everything was nice and interesting. Zhang Ziyi improved alot on her english. However, the ending was a little sudden.

2009-05-08T01:46:00.002+08:00

Javelynn and ME..

Went to this not so well known place for our hair dyed. We actually went for the same colour base and colour highlight. But the outcome for her was so much nicer than mine. We both looks simply like Ah lian and Ah beng and it not the recent kind but instead we looks like the 90s bengs and lian. haha. Overall, her was much better in everything but for me wasn't as what i expected.

Therefore, i went to dye to a darker tone just to cover my "golden" hair! wth~!

2009-05-03T03:25:00.002+08:00

Angel's Birthday cum BBQ Gathering

East Coast Park F2 Pit 64

Happy Birthday to Angel!

Didn't know it's your birthday actually until kenneth mentioned..

Nice Strawberry Ice Cream cake from Ice Cube

Yummy!!

Top: Kenneth, Ryan, ME and Dragon

Bottom: Shirley, Angel and Bei Yi

Just for laugh...

It was actually just a normal hang out for all friends that loves singing.

No point getting annoyed about anything. Getting over it now and carry on my life.

Yeah!

2009-05-03T02:57:00.003+08:00

"17 again"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

***

Nice storyline and some funny parts. not bad.

"Friday The 13th"
Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

****

As usual Jason never die in the end... but the sound effect was damn shiok!

2009-04-30T03:15:00.000+08:00

Joanna's Farewell Dinner

@ Seoul Garden, Marina Square

Ivy, Reena, ME and Javelynn

Food there wasn't nice and yet price was god damn expensive!!

Look at the way i taste the half melted ice-cream. worst than anything else.

Joanna, Jackie, Lay Xuan, Lilian and Miao Hua

Joanna, Jackie and Lay Xuan

PSA branch supporter for Joanna!! They are like sisters kinda always.

Prize giving ceremony!! What the hell...

Although Joanna joined my branch from like around a month time, But i really appreaciated your present! because you actually thought me a lot of stuff and lot of things to beware and all.

Thanks for you giving me orders supports. Nice to know you. Sad to see you leave but accounting was much more better than recruiting!! See you soon anyway!!

2009-04-21T04:23:00.002+08:00

I may seem to you that i don't care.

Deep inside me..

I do care and i am so stressed about it.

2009-04-20T02:01:00.002+08:00

It been a month since we met.

Thanks for the arrangement.

Angel and ME

Shirley and Angel singing happily.

I think this picture was simply nice!

Went over to 1819 @ Keong Siak Street

to continue our KTV kicks!

Thanks Jae for the treat and all..

When our next gathering?? Soon right??

Jae, ME, Shirley, Angel and Kenneth

2009-04-20T01:36:00.002+08:00

"Gu Gu The Cat"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

I dun know how am i suppose to start when i fell alseep after watching first 15minutes of it and left after another 30 minutes. So what do you think?

2009-04-14T02:35:00.008+08:00

Yi Ling's temporary Farewell Dinner

Ma Maison Japanese Western Foods

-The Central @ Clark Quay-

Ivy and ME

Ivy and Reena (Always together)

ME and Temporary Placement Queen, Javelynn

Look at how she focus on what we wrote for her in the "You'll be missed" card!

But Sharon, our boss changed it to "Temporary" you'll be missed.

She wants her come back soon desperately!!

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I like the background! nice !! i doubt it was the person! *haha*

However, before i go on..... i swear to you all that i forgotten all the names for the dishes...
I can only comments on the taste.
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Yi Ling's

3/5
The portion too small for me.

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Chicken

4/5

Superb!

Especially eaten together with the salty sauce from the "winnie the pooh honey jar"
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Ivy's

3/5

Didn't really taste it. cannot judge properly.
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Reena's

3/5

Beef too chewy.. But together with the sauce was nice.

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Javelynn's

2/5

Look appealing... But taste a little weird.

Maybe I'm not used to mussels smell in the yellow rice.

Not for me!
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Mine!

3.5/5

First mouth was yummy.. yummy... but as the food turn cold the taste was too cheesy and i dun feel like eating anything else after this..
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Lilian's

4/5

Very appetising.. Tomato sauce makes the wonder in this dish!!
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Snails...

4/5

First time trying for me.... Not that bad...

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Ivy, Me and Javelynn after we are done!!

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Ivy, ME, Javelynn, Yi Ling, Lilian and Reena
*Missing Joanna, Miao Hua and Yati.

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This was what we gave Yi Ling as a farewell gift and in return she treated us for this dinner, and it not cheap even after their Monday's ladies night 20% discount. Foods was serve fast and most of them were tasty expect the "seafood yellow rice". Overall, nice ambience and pleasant services from them. There are cute little displays and olden days toys around, The best part of the restaurant was the window view as you can see the one and only Singapore River! Despite all good points, i was rather annoyed because, once the sky turns dark the place was dominated by low-key lighting , i know they were romantic and all. But i almost fell asleep after my dinner. Their songs were simply too jazzy and i could dozed off just like that. I couldn't concentrate on their conversation at all as i was super sleepy... Maybe i will not bring anyone there for a romantic date if not i would have ended up sleeping after the dinner. *haha*

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You'll definitely be missed by all of us.... Yi Ling..... All the best!!

2009-04-13T02:18:00.000+08:00

"The Sniper"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

***

Very thrilling indeed. But i think it should have more.

Overall, I like this show.

However, if you wanted to watch it just forget about

Edison personal part and you will simply enjoy everything.

2009-04-11T23:32:00.003+08:00

Okay.. i was super pissed off by myself today.

I prepared so hard for my final theory test which is like today and pushes all my plan away just for today's test. Guess what... i went there without bringing my passport for verification... I was so damn angry with their management seriously, i knew i'm at fault in the first place. But can't they be more flexible as i did produced my army ez-link card with my FULL NAME, IC NUMBER, and for god sake my PICTURE. I thought it like almost enough for you to check through your freaking data system for my record updates in that school. However, whatever done cannot be undone, all i can do was to wait for the next test date.

which falls on freaking MAY. can you imagine...

by then i might have forgotten everything...

Ren Ming bah....

PS: Don't be mistaken, i lost my IC and that was why i need to produced my passport for verification.

2009-04-10T21:19:00.000+08:00

Easter Day's BBQ Gathering @ East Coast

Kelvin, PeiLing, ME, Winnie, Angela, Shadow

Winnie and ME..

The 2 lovely couples.

It was a total fun and tasty evening for such a gathering.

I enjoyed myself alot as we have not been meeting one another for quite sometime.

Guys... more to come alright!!

2009-04-08T02:02:00.003+08:00

Having sort of kinda mixed feeling in me right now.

Seeing somebody leaves my company.. wasn't really very happening.

I'm happy working in an environment right now and i seriously hope that colleagues that was in it previously remain unchanged. Half a year had past, and i am just simply getting on track and used to every single thing now. But why people around me that i can be able to chat with comes and go? Gonna be missing so many things... especially every one's laughter and what we usually shared among ourselves.

2009-04-06T21:07:00.002+08:00

"Shinjuku Incident"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

****

Everything was just so nice. I can never imagine if Japan turn out to be something like what they show. There are a little lame shots here and there. But overall, it nice and worth watching.

"Fast and Furious 4"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

Wasn't as what i expected, I was pretty disappointed as i thought it going to be something like Tokyo Drift few years back. But it turn out to be a little to less in effects and racing. Soundtrack wasn't fantastic as well.

2009-04-02T01:32:00.005+08:00

St James Power Station

Movida

88.3 Jia FM KTV Competition

Congrats to Shirley and Beiyi for making it into the Finals of 88.3 Jia FM KTV competition.

That day was a tough match between the 10 groups. But worries not, as what we all knows those judges wasn't really professional.

When it's their turn to sing.....

God~! i rated them 10/10 for their stage performances.

So nature and everything was just beautiful executed.

Steps were sharp and both of them were so well trained.

Ryan and ME

Qiao Hui and ME.

Anyway, i realised that her face was super white that day, just like a A4 size sheets.

2009-04-01T00:58:00.000+08:00

"Unborn"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

Quite scary, but i thought i understand the storyline well but after Bei Yi explained to me whatever she knows, i told her i don't understand what this show was trying to say.

A little complicating but yet you know what happening.

"Confessions Of A Shopaholic"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

***

Very funny, worth watching especially for ladies out there who likes to shop till drop.

"Race To Witch Mountain"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

****

Nice storyline. Somehow a little touching here and there. I realised The Rock slim down a lot and he actually looks a lot better now than before during his WWF days.

2009-03-28T00:39:00.000+08:00

Night Out - Marina Barrage

Together with Gillian, Ryan, Kailing, and two of Gillian's friends.
Everything there were simply beautiful just that the weather wasn't cool at all.

i was sweating the hell out of me.

Gillian & ME

Ryan and ME first kinda of jumping shot.

I simply loves this picture that i took. The angle and everything simply looks great.

Not forgetting the 2 fantastic models.

This was funny, super funny. I can't stop laughing when i recalled what happened that day.

Liang Ru and Jing Jing was forced to go downstairs to take pictures along with kailing. They have no idea who the hell this guy was, shown in these pictures. They came asking me. So, i told them. "erm... i don't really know him... but i think he a star from mediacrop!!"

They both believed me and went to take pictures with him as if he was really a celebrity!

The funniest part was after they took the picture with him, Jing Jing told that guy that he look familiar and act as if she saw him before somewhere acting in some channel 8 drama. We laughed at her immediately, saying that she just simply act that she know who he was.

Group shot as usual...

2009-03-27T04:35:00.004+08:00

After 5 attempts... i finally passed my Final Theory Evaluation Test.

Can you imagine?

I think i'm too stressed up recently that i lost concentration in everything.

Now, waiting for my Actual Final Theory Test...

Hopefully, i can pass with i attempt.

Can i ?

2009-03-15T05:54:00.003+08:00

"Coming Soon"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

****

i strongly recommend every single one to watch this movie.

People with weak heart can just give it a missed.

But people who are daring enough, GO watch this.

Super horror... Super exciting.....

Great and fresh ideas.. no more boring sadako wearing white, with hair cover all over the face image. It a MUST watch!!

"Marley & Me"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

A little disappointing as i really thought that they will like mention about their dog almost throughout the show, but sad to say, 80% of the show are actually about the love story between the 2 main lead whereas the dog stand only like 20% of the whole show. What a waste!

Free Hamsters!!

2009-03-13T21:32:00.003+08:00

Spend S$35 at a pet shop and you can take a hamster home for free. If you hold a Passion Card — a membership card for grassroots leaders — you only need to spend S$25.

This joint promotion between Pets’ Station and the People’s Association (PA) sparked a public outcry Thursday after a flyer was sent out by email to Passion Card holders.
And in a triumph of civic action, the promotion — due to take place next week at Tiong Bahru Plaza where Pets’ Station has an outlet — was stopped even before it could begin. This was after the Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals (SPCA) and the Agri—Food and Veterinary Authority of Singapore (AVA) acted on the complaints.
Readers who wrote to Today were particularly disappointed that a government agency had endorsed the promotion, including William Fong, who was “appalled” when he learnt of it through an online forum. He said: “Pets should never be meant as gifts or presents because having a pet is a lifetime responsibility and commitment.”
Another reader, Tan Chek Wee, said he was “deeply shocked and saddened”. Online forum posts described the promotion as “ridiculous”. Said one: “A hamster is very small and puny but it’s still a pet, and should be treated as one ... not like a free gift.”
SPCA’s executive officer Deirdre Moss told Today the society had received more than 20 email voicing strong objections to the promotion. Besides contacting the AVA, which was “already onto it”, SPCA wrote to the PA to “strongly object to such a practice” and stressed that “pets are living things which shouldn’t be exploited as free gifts for promotional purposes”, said Ms Moss.
Madhavan Kannan, who heads AVA’s centre for animal welfare and control, said the authority had contacted Pets’ Station and “instructed them not to proceed with the promotion”. The pet shop complied.
Reiterating that the AVA bans the sale or gift of animals at exhibitions, Mr Madhavan said this is to prevent impulse buying and subsequent abandonment of pets.
When contacted, Pets’ Station declined to comment as its spokesperson was “unavailable”. On its part, the PA apologised for its “oversight”.
A PA spokesperson told Today: “When alerted on the concerns raised on Thursday morning, we immediately withdrew the Passion Card from this promotion, before it could take effect. (We) share the views that pets like hamsters should be cared for by people who are genuinely interested in them.”
Still, Ms Moss gave full marks to the civic action which “resulted in almost instant action by the authorities”. She said: “I was quite stunned and amazed that so many people are speaking up for animals. We are very encouraged that there was so much awareness over an issue like this.”

"I was surprised to see that my previous employment was on the newspaper this evening, frankly speaking i totally agree with those people out there who actually complained. It is actually ridiculous to give away hamster as a freebies gift for purchased up to a certain amount. We will not know what will happen next to these poor little hamsters that were landed on those cheapskaters! They will seriously just take it anyway, since it free than bring them back home and realised that they don't really like hamsters. Eventually, they will just chunk them aside and let them die of starvation or thirst or even worst they throw them away. I hope that this kind of "promotion" won't be happening again as it is really somehow regretting."

Timeless

2009-03-12T01:42:00.004+08:00

We probably have ever wanted to go against time, But when time arrived, we cannot be able to do anything. I've been in a stress mode lately, the amount of load that pounded onto me wasn't something i can handle. It feels like i was caught in waves from the shore that crashes onto one another leaving me struggling. Nevertheless, I could not even breathe.

Over the past few months, i thought i might gradually improve. I've tried. Things had been happening without sense. I was looking forward for my time to pass slower. much more slower.
With the exertion of force given upon myself and people around me, i realised tobaccos was absolutely helpless. I felt like giving up and yet i know i can't.

it came upon by chance, after consideration the conception existing in my mind went off. My heart went heavy and my mind went completely blank immediately not knowing what am i suppose to do next. I'm blessed that i did attempt to and at the same time did not; mixed feeling. Searching for the best antidote to cease me from thinking anymore. There are so much in life that i tend to overlook, and there's so much overlooking that i actually pay no attention to. I have always wanted to spell everything out but some thoughts rejected me from doing that. Those are the thoughs that has been with me all along, maybe till the day i bring myself forward to another level. However, at the very least while i'm still clear of what i'm doing. I asked myself.

Do i really have to express in words?
There's only one answer to my own question.

2009-03-09T21:53:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Gillian!!

Ryan, Anthony, Liang Ru, Bi Bi, Me, JingJing, Jin Xuan, Bo Ling

Ryan, Gillian and ME

Ryan, ME and Anthony

Ryan and ME

Gillian (Birthday Girl) and ME

Kai Ling and ME

Anthony, Naomi, ME

Was at Boat Quay again, this weekend to celebrate Gillian's Birthday.

It always fun to hang around making new friends.

2009-03-06T22:39:00.003+08:00

I failed my Evaluation Final Theory Test by just 10% !!

But i was actually quite happy about it as i didn't managed to study at all!

i scored 80%.

The question was rather easier than what i expected. All you have to do was to pay full attention to the lessons if you are doing it in school and have to listen and understand to what those trainers had taught you during the practical lessons. Most of the question tested aren't really in the book. But you will still have to do a read up on it.

Good Luck to anyone if you are taking your Final Theory Test.

Godd luck to me too!

2009-03-06T02:29:00.005+08:00

Finally completed Final Theory Lesson 1.01 !!

Waiting for tomorrow's practical lesson and final theory test.

Hopefully, everything goes smoothly for me and i shall advance further ahead!

Good luck to me !!

2009-03-03T00:07:00.002+08:00

It been so long ever since i went to a KTV Pub.

That night was really fun and i actually made lots of friends.

Luckily, i wasn't drunk at all as i didn't really drank.

Thanks to Ryan for inviting.

Emo picture taken by Ryan. Not very bad though.

ME, Clement, Ryan

Jae, Ryan, ME

Gillian, Ryan and ME.

2009-02-25T23:59:00.004+08:00

Photo shooting for our new marketing documents.

My Boss, Mr. Erik Dyrmann Juhler and My Managing Director, Ms. Sharon

ME, Pauline, Lilian, Sharon, Doreen, Yi Ling

Photo shooting in office wasn't really fun, everything was so formal.

There nothing for me to feel enjoyable. I'm not gonna going to any of this session again.

Recently, because of the super cold market response. I was pretty stress.

I really wanted to say out loud to people who are looking for a job now. Please be sincere when looking for one. As for those who are thinking of changing working environment, please don't do so within this period. Not everyone employing. Please treasure if you had an interview arrangement.

I was lucky that i found you!

I've changed my blog skin.

2009-02-24T01:28:00.004+08:00

Had my Blog skin changed.

This time i wanted something really simple and pure.

Thereofore, i choose White for my background.

25 Random Things
By Alan Andon
Rules:Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

01. I'm very happy when i found my cat "Udong"

02. I'm thinking for another pay increase

03. I always wanted to buy a new pet dog

04. I Loves Pets

05. I hate people who abused pets

06. I'm looking for sincer candidates to fill up my jobs position

07. I'm waiting for my clients to arrange interviews and confirm my candidates

08 I am sick and tired of the word "Recession"

09. I feel like going KTV next week!

10. I hope to travel to Taiwan this coming June

11. I want a Canon IXUS 870is

12. I am planning to sign up a plan and buy myself a new cellphone

13. I am serious planning on which school should i go to pursue a diploma.

14. I promised myself to complete my driving lesson and get myself a license by June 2009

15. I wanted to buy a pair of shoes from Paul Smith

16. I need to bring my dog "Ritck" to the Vet soon

17. I want to renovate my bedroom as soon as possible

18. I felt so relax for not seeing hypocrite asshole every Sunday

19. I am thinking of signing a saving plan

20. I want to be filthy rich

21. I am craving for Gelare waffle ice cream

22. I want more Elephants!

23. I looking at a Fossil watch

24. I found it difficult and lame to write so many random things at one shot

25. I am so not going to bed

This is what i wrote in facebook while i was being tagged!

2009-02-20T23:04:00.003+08:00

Focus Music - KTV Gathering

Left to Right : QiaoHui, Shirley, Angel, Sylvia, Ryan, Elaine, Kenneth, Shawna, ME

The Big "Bao" Family.

Click to look how big the "Dua Bao"!!

2009-02-15T21:20:00.000+08:00

Was at Dog show, with Yi Ling and Javelynn.

wasn't really really fun as we expected. it was so much smaller than what i thought.

neither many nice dogs around nor good branding stalls. I was really disappointed.

We managed to squeeze into the crowd to watch this Jumper kinda thingyy.

it was really exciting as i didn't really managed to stand there and enjoy before when i was at a dog show. I was thinking how can i train my dog to be that intelligent.

After Dog show, we head down to Pasir Ris Pets Farm, brought them to have our dog-seeing kick off. Sadly, the weather was killing everyone so we did not really finish every single shops there. Than we went to IKEA for the sales. I brought myself a "drawer" thingy that was very useful as i had all my watches and shades kept in it. Most importantly, our plants that were meant for office.

2009-02-08T23:18:00.002+08:00

"UnderWorld Rise Of The Lycans"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

***

pretty interesting and thrilling. Just that it a little short. i don't get enough of everything.

Went to Junction 8 with Willis to get his result for his original composition.

Watched Impressario 2009 semi finals as well. Those singers were all so strong.

Congrats to Willis again to get his piece of song into the Finals!!

2009-02-07T22:45:00.001+08:00

I was called up for a Silent Mobilization while i was still sleeping soundly. They said that i have to report to my camp within 2 freaking hours. I was worried and i called Maffiz. Luckily he was being called up too, there at least i have someone accompany. we were both pissed!

Just to keep everyone update.

You have to report in Full Battle Order.

Which means that you have to be in No.4, Field Pack, Helmet and SBO.

Don't be like me happily bringing a empty Field Pack.

When i first step into the hall there these checking point where we have to go forward fot field pack check.

Before they check mine, i declared that my field pack was empty.

*hopingthattheywillletmeoff*

Instead, They asked me to go the E Mart next door and buy all the stuff that are needed!!

I walked out and head to the E Mart hoping that i still have enough credits for those stuff.

Initially, i wanted to wait for maffiz to pass me his field pack so i don't have to buy but i thought i might be wasting his time so i processed on buying those stuff. But i didn't managed to get the complete set as i think i don't have to buy a few items as they are really really relunctant.

Just when i paid those items Maffiz walked in and ask me to take his field pack instead.

So, i went into the hall again with his full field pack. *haha*

They checked and didn't really notice that those items wasn't mine. *woohoo* i was safe.

Thanks to him once again.

Anyway, remember you don't have to bring FULL field pack.

Items needed are just

1x No. 4 uniform
1x Towels
1x Green Socks
1x Running Shoes
1x Vest
1x Boots (consider the one you are wearing)
1x Black Shorts
1x Water Bottle
1x Pocket Knife
1x Toggle Rope
1x Mess Tin

That's it! Don't have to be really full.

Those are the required items that i type out from the lists given.

2009-02-04T21:02:00.002+08:00

UDONG!

i finally found you.

i found him until my void deck and finally he is back. i seriously he must be dead or someone must have got him back home. He was so hungry till he actually finished two big cans of cat food.

i was very sad when i saw him but it kinda of mixed feeling because i know that he was at least safe and was not dead. He was seriously missed by me and he recognised me. I was pleased. I hope that he will come back whenever he is hungry, there always food prepared for him. He grew alot and became very stray now, i don't think i can be able to keep him in my house anymore. As he can be able to take care of himself. What i can do was to buy him frontline that helps him prevent a little from fleas. Hopefully, he can will be back again.

Hope to see him soon!

2009-02-03T21:51:00.002+08:00

Went to this "Seng Siong Show" to support Willis for his singing competition.

Congrats to him for getting Champion for the second time. Wow! Didn't manage to alot of pictures as we are not allow to take during the show.

midnight movie session after the show with Ryan and BeiYi.

Random stupid jumping shot as i told Ryan than i never take such a picture before. This the try out shot and it turn out to be funny yet nice. i capture one shot that he was in the process of falling. super funny.

Look!

2009-02-01T21:32:00.000+08:00

"All's Well End's Well 2009"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

***

Funny! just that it's gonna be nicer if it not in Chinese.

"Love Matters"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

Too much green screen effect. not very comfortable but quite funny though.

"The Wedding Game"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

***

Quite funny, loving.. Nice because it Fann Wong.

2009-01-23T18:45:00.008+08:00

It's time for the Bangkok Trip!

16th Jan - 19th Jan 2009

Weather was fantastic! Like "everyone" saying It just feels as if you are in

Genting without fog around you.

Baiyoke Boutique Hotel

This was the Hotel that both of us bunked over. The deco at the lobby seems stylish. I am happy and was so looking forward to my room. But the moment i stepped into my room, i felt disappointment. The room was dull and dark, no view and all. But sad to say, we are on a budget trip so we shouldn't express dissatisfaction that much.

Rating:**

On our way out! We took this Tuk-Tuk as our transportation most of our time for the whole trip, as both of us simply like it. Although, sometimes we might be paying even higher than cab, But it's worth the money seriously. Especially in the night, when the cold wind blows on you.. damn cold, damn shiok! haha

Had our dinner at this famous seafood roadside resturant that i think everyone went before. The price was reasonable compare to newton circus food center. But newton circus's food tasted slightly better. From these pictures you can see that we are so exhausted after much shopping and i realised that i only have one pose whenever i took pictures with foods. Anyway this meal cost us 770 baht. Cheap huh.

Look at the different reaction when we saw durians... We actually brought this huge durian from a roadside stall, looks huge but the tastes wasn't that great.

Went to this four face buddha for praying. It's around Central World shopping center.

The famous forever busy Bangkok traffic.

Didn't really took picture from Chatukchat, cause we were busy shopping our way.

The Bird Nest and Shark's fin treats before we fly back to Singapore.

My favourite among all

Mango sticky rice..

I so going back to Bangkok. although it's already third time visiting Bangkok, But the environment and all makes felt that i'm so going back again. Services attitude had actually changed compared to the past, they are actually changing from good to worst! But who cares actually, as long as the price there are cheap as always no harm having bad services. But i'm just thinking that when can i be able to go to the

floating market? i heard it's out of Bangkok and we have to signed up for this one day tour package, not only the floating market we can go for this big sleeping buddha too.. maybe one day i can try doing that.

2009-01-16T03:37:00.000+08:00

Thailand here i come again. . .

will be back on the 19th Jan.

2009-01-08T00:54:00.004+08:00

Before i force myself to sleep, a word suddenly came across my mind.

"Retribution"

I was wondering will people recompense for their mistakes they made?

Things just got to happen the same way as what they did to another person?

I agreed that there are retribution in life.

What goes around comes around. When you walked into someones life and destroyed that person plans, same things will also happen to you or rather worse.

If you do not know exactly what's happening to you right now, try to think back and you will realised that the situation you are having now are somehow almost similar to the situation in the past. Think this is call retribution.

Should i said that you actually deserved it? well, God knows.

Where all the laughters in me. recently i'm just getting very emo. like today, a emo word actually came across my mind, is like out of the sudden.

Maybe due to the stress in work. i think it really time for me to go for a break.

BKK i'm coming......

i know i'm kinda outdated with this face detection software.

But, it's fun though!

Thanks to Photo Funia

2008-12-31T17:14:00.005+08:00

Who will spend their last day of the year in anger?

ME!

my new year wasn't happy anymore without my pay!

What the hell.

well, I'm gonna stop thinking about my pay for now as it going to delayed!

and because it really going to spoil the state of my mind right now.

Goodbye 2008..

Hello 2009 !!

for my new year wishes, i really hope..

to get myself another dog,

to travel to as many countries as possible,

endeavored to improve the quality of my life that involves smooth sailing hardwork,

get my car license by June.

Last and most importantly,

PAY INCREASE.

2008-12-24T17:04:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas

Temp-Team Recruitment

Christmas celebration at office this afternoon.

exchanged presents as usual.

Yi Ling and Angie

Angie and ME

Lilian and ME

Temp-Team Main Office.

missing: Javelynn

I was really surprised to find out that I'm the only male consultant in the whole company. I'm kinda fortunate right? haha. Anyway, i'm actually not the only one actually there was Eugene, but he left. Anyway, enjoyed myself alot for this Christmas celebration.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU!

2008-12-21T22:10:00.006+08:00

Today was my last lesson with Focus Music. Indeed my last and i finally said.

As what Dorothy mention in her blog, think i have to write the same as what she wrote. I officially quit Focus Music.

After 1 year few months of training and stuff, i left.

I left without regrets but true happiness.

Now, i don't have to struggle every month to pay for my huge sums of fees and i don't have to face hypocrite classmate that always boot licked Lao Shi. I learnt many things other than vocal and body language of course, But I've learnt that being on rules are not always the right thing.

Because people being late for school every time, doing last minute work and all doesn't mean that they will be scolded by Lao Shi. They will just have to act pity and find all sort of "serious" excuses and you will get sympathy from everyone. Most importantly i must learn how to to speak with exaggeration in everything and makes the person i wanted to get close to, thinks that we both have lots of similarity. Haha. I'm saying all this just to voice out whatever i had in my mind for a very long period of time and not want to create any trouble. I hope that if anyone encounter this kinda of situation or people like this, how will you handle? Please let me know. I really do not know how to overcome hypocrite person like that. Will he go far and get what he wants? I have no ideas. Anyway, after lots of bad things that happened, There are still lots of great and fun things happened, like i enjoyed recording tracks in studio, reading out scripts with sexy voices and Thailand trip as well. Body language lessons was tough, but I'm surprised that i made it and i appreciated the chance for the school performance. I've learnt from there and i can see my improvement.

Special Thanks to

Shawna

Kenneth

Adria

Ryan

Dorothy

Anthony

YanYan

Jae

Shirley

Beiyi

Qiao Hui

for being real. Not forgetting, Fei Hui Lao Shi.

Hope that he can see what's right and what's wrong one day.

I'm not gonna be giving up so easily. There more to come!

2008-12-21T13:20:00.002+08:00

"Ip Man"

Alan Andon's Movie Rating:

****

Nice and touching.